Sunday, October 25, 2015

I lost myself.

"Lost Myself" - Simon Y. (10-25-15)

I do not understand myself right now.
I just realized that I lost myself.
What can I do to fix this mess I'm in.

I don't know what direction I'm going.
My goals have become more like dreams lately.
I need someone to listen so greatly!

Everything is slowly starting to fall apart.
My family is out of the country.
I think that my love for him is now gone.

I do not know what is real anymore.
I cannot run to anyone I trust.
Why is this happening to me just now?

Stop whispering sweet nothings in my ear.
You know that I love you but I hate you.
Nothing feels the same, everything has changed.

Sorry for being such an ass to you.
I have not been feeling myself lately.
Could be that I have fallen out of love.

Love made me do so many stupid things
Many stupid things that ruined my life
Why do I still love you when I hate you?

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Hello fellow bloggers and readers. It has been such a long time since my last post. I just made myself a poem to keep myself sane. Life has been such a bitch to me lately.