Sunday, October 25, 2015

I lost myself.

"Lost Myself" - Simon Y. (10-25-15)

I do not understand myself right now.
I just realized that I lost myself.
What can I do to fix this mess I'm in.

I don't know what direction I'm going.
My goals have become more like dreams lately.
I need someone to listen so greatly!

Everything is slowly starting to fall apart.
My family is out of the country.
I think that my love for him is now gone.

I do not know what is real anymore.
I cannot run to anyone I trust.
Why is this happening to me just now?

Stop whispering sweet nothings in my ear.
You know that I love you but I hate you.
Nothing feels the same, everything has changed.

Sorry for being such an ass to you.
I have not been feeling myself lately.
Could be that I have fallen out of love.

Love made me do so many stupid things
Many stupid things that ruined my life
Why do I still love you when I hate you?

Hello fellow bloggers and readers. It has been such a long time since my last post. I just made myself a poem to keep myself sane. Life has been such a bitch to me lately.


  1. Replies
    1. Its probably all the factors that have put me in this situation.. My parents leaving the country, the pressure I get reviewing for the boards, and everything in between. Buuh its great to hear from you again FSOQ ;)

  2. Lahat naman ng taon dumadating sa point na ganyan. You just need to have a time for yourself para maassess mo ang sarili mo. Good luck and I hope everythingwill be okay

    1. Thanks Rix :) Really appreciate it :)

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    1. Cheng and I are still friends :) I don't know if I should be happy or not though haha

  4. Whats keeping you busy lately?

  5. a very well written poem. I can feel the emotions with every word.

    and from one lost person to another, don't take too long to find yourself. I've allowed myself to be lost for so long I already forgot who I really am :)

    1. Thanks :) I enjoyed reading the entries on your blog BTW :)

  6. Sometimes, we need to get lost in order to find ourselves or we'll find ourselves in a better place. Better than what we wished for.

  7. Hahaha na lingaw ko basa. Sayang ang live life. Kita ra ka lain oi. Lets be friends 09227581965

    1. Puhon puhon :) Salamat sa pag bisita :)

  8. Simon, this is off topic. hehehe. You're in Ubeckistan? I've read your comment sa blog ni Red FOx about Sinulog. I'm not from Cebu though, but neighbors ta. From Bohol ko!