Back then Den would be the guy who got me into all sorts of trouble. I remember one time during my 2nd year of high school he talked me into sneaking in the girls bathroom and hiding in one of the lockers just to take a peek at the girls changing. Who could have knew that that guy would turn out to be gay. Who could have known that Den the guy who steals the panties of our female classmates would turn out to be gay.. Who could have known that the guy who supplies me with porn would end up to be gay.. Who would could have known.. Why couldn't I have known?
Our little Q and A session last night over a few drinks
“How did you find out you liked guys” I asked..
He laughed and said “It was love at first blow”
"So back in high school, did you have feelings for me?"
"You were more like a brother to me even if I always picked on you"
"So uhm do you think I am gay?" I asked to see if the gaydar theory is real..
"You gay? Your just a sissy like all the other nerds" (So his gaydar isn't working or maybe I am just not that obvious)
"What if I told you my friend Cheng is actually my boyfriend"
I show him a picture of me and Cheng kissing
"Wow I guess we really are meant to be best friends because we are the same haha. You are gay like me but you have a boyfriend and I don't."
"So I guess Den-Den needs to stop bullying me from now on because my boyfriend will beat you up if you pick on me like the old days"
"Maybe Cheng should punish me for being such a little boy picking on his little boyfriend over here.."
"You still have not changed.. Den-den my horniest friend"
I just hope Den-den doesn't tell anyone just yet about my little secret just yet... Seeing him again makes me feel a bit bitter knowing that my high school batchmates are already working and some even already starting a family.. I really need to pull my shit together and get that diploma soon.. I bet my high school batchmates never expected me an honor roll student becoming such a lazy bitch in College..
Sorry for not updating you much my bloggy! I have been pretty busy with school lately and that hopefully this semester I would pass all my subjects and be closer to internship :)