Is it normal for 20-something year old men to still have sleepovers? Why are my parents not doubting our friendship? Do they know? Are they just waiting for me to tell them? Who knows...
So today a classmate of mine who happens to be x-years younger than me asked, "What do you and Cheng do when you guys have sleepovers?". Hot steamy sex and cuddling!!! I said to myself..
"Nothing just video games and movies why?"
"Oh, Isnt it weird for old men like you to still have sleepovers?"
Wow! I am just 20 something and they are only about 17-19years old, why would they treat me like an old person?? Is everyone in their 20's already old to the eyes of 18year olds? Wow thanks for reminding me I am old.. sigh..
That conversation got me thinking; if my parents or his still see us as young innocent children or if they probably know what really goes on behind the white door? It sometimes makes me feel guilty having to lie to their faces every single day but what can we do? We are still not ready to rebel against our family or do we want to become the black sheep of our families. Probably slowly we will come out to them.. Just probably..
Anyways off to dinner in a few minutes with him :) I need to pig out and eat some good food before I get stressed out again for tomorrow and my make up classes on Saturday.