Sunday, November 24, 2013
Earlier today (Nov 23, 2013) I saw something that hurt me so badly.
I don't feel like doing anything anymore. I am starting to feel tired and uninspired.
I can't sleep. That moment just keeps flashing into my mind and I cant stop thinking about it.
I am hurt! So hurt! So fucking hurt.
Why? What did I do wrong? Have I been too busy? Am I that stupid to not notice?
After nearly a year and five months of being into each others arms. This is where it all ends? I don't deserve this.. I don't deserve to be cheated on. Is this why you are so busy at work? Was it by faith that I caught you in the arms of another? I feel so scarred to see you holding hands with another guy. To see him kiss you like that. I saw everything and this needs no explanation...
I hope the dents on your car made by the thrown books I kept myself busy with. Did enough damage for you to drive yourself around the city in shame. BTW Fuck you