I am so stressed out with all the school work I have been doing lately, while Cheng on the other hand has been busy the past two weeks with work as well. It's like we don't even mind having not much time for each other anymore. I am not saying that our feelings for each other is slowly diminishing but everything just feels different.
Everything has changed since I got back to school.
I miss the times where we would text till you fall asleep. I miss the times where I would watch you sleep when you leave your webcam on. I miss the times when we have a hard time deciding where to eat for dinner. I miss the times where I would wait for you to get out of the office so I could pick you up or you would fetch me at home. I miss holding your hand.. I miss you Cheng.. I hate the fact that school has made the things we usually do hard but this is for the betterment of our future and we will get through this.
Hopefully we get to adjust and get used to this..
I cannot wait to be with Cheng again tomorrow. Tomorrow it's gonna be our first dinner together this week and hopefully we get to do a lot of things over the weekend.
School is starting to become toxic again.. It's gonna be hard to keep posting here but I will try my bestest to keep this blog alive :)